Some mornings I wake up before dawn and under my bed lives a dark panther of imposible size. The wild fangs, the burning eyes. She is never going to leave me in peace, motor growling softly with everything that is evil. The opposite of love is not hate, It's the emptiness you leave. The kisses you will never give, the soulless landscapes, the windowless souls. The panther sits on my chest and roars in my face, licking her whiskers so close that I can smell her last night's dinner. Me, who wanted to be rainbows and wide smiles, I lie still, waiting for the assault, in mortal silence, fixed in her eyes. Five, four, three, two...